Loving You

Title: Loving You

Author : deeba84
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Yunho/Changmin


Summary: Changmin wakes up Yunho
Disclaimer : I own nothing plot and story belongs to :  deeba84 @  http://deeba84.livejournal.com/4685.html

"Loving You"

Changmin smiled softly from his position in the doorway, arms crossed as he leaned against the wall. Yunho was spread out like a starfish on his bed, wearing a pair of old jeans and a ratty green t-shirt. The shirt was bunched above his waist and his feet, shoes still on, were hanging over the edge of the bed. His face was turned towards Changmin, mouth hanging open in that infamous expression, and each of his snores was softly muffled by the ridiculously puffy pillow underneath him.

"Poor baby," Changmin mumbled, feeling secure enough to be cheesy and corny. His band mates were all out, probably drinking and knowing Jaejoong, shopping, leaving just him and Yunho in the apartment.

He walked quietly into the room, stopping to take off his own shoes and then moving to Yunho's. He carefully sat on the bed and slowly pulled the laces undone before slipping them gently off Yunho's feet. He was about to join him on the bed when he saw Bambi lying forgotten on the ground and, with a smirk, picked her up.

Yunho's right arm was spread all the way to the edge of the bed, just like the left, but it was easy for Changmin to carefully push it back to the side of his face. This done, Changmin settled down next to his band mate and boyfriend, leaning his cheek against Bambi. He lifted a finger and buried it in Yunho's soft, fine hair until he touched his scalp. Leaning forward, he breathed in the scent of shampoo deeply before tracing a line down Yunho's scalp with his fingertip, gently scratching with his nail. His finger slid, unimpeded, down until it came to the soft skin of his forehead. Changmin paused here and relieved his finger with his nose, continuing to trace a line down over Yunho's closed eyelids and cheek. A slight dip and he was at a top lip, hot breath hitting his face with every exhalation.

Changmin pulled back and smiled, tapping his nail against Yunho's tooth childishly. He giggled when it didn't provoke a response; Yunho must've been very tired indeed.

He had to continue his journey, however, and with a sigh Changmin poked his tongue out, carefully using it to trace Yunho's open mouth, leaving a glistening trail over his lips. When he got to the plump lower lip, right in the middle where it was fleshiest, Changmin paused to place a long, sucking kiss.

From the lips there was only one place left to go and, with a quick detour to bite a firm chin, Changmin traced a line down to Yunho's adam's apple with his tongue.

"So pretty," he murmured, first kissing Yunho's neck softly and then gently running a finger down from the base of his chin to a collar bone.

"What do you think, Bambi, isn't you're father handsome?"

Bambi nodded, with Changmin's assistance, and he laughed at how silly he was being. Yunho was obviously rubbing off on him in more ways than one.

"Let's wake him up," Changmin suggested.

He picked Bambi up and, balancing on one hand, began to trace a zigzag pattern over Yunho's face with the toy's nose, occasionally stopping to rub the soft fur over a patch of skin. Yunho twitched and gave out a loud snore, then settled again.

"Yuuuuunnnhhhhhhho," Changmin whispered, adding his own cheek and lips into the foray of things rubbing over Yunho's face. "Wake up, you great lazy beast." His tone was affectionate, and he gave a delicious-looking ear a thorough swipe with his tongue. It was asking for it.

Yunho's body suddenly spasmed and he groaned, his arm coming up to drape over his eyes, still seemingly asleep. Changmin gasped and covered Bambi's eyes.

"Don't look, Bambi! Seriously Yunho, in front of our daughter?" Changmin playfully scolded while eying the impressive bulge in Yunho's jeans. He carefully placed Bambi on Yunho's chest and trailed a hand down his body before grabbing Yunho's erection and squeezing hard.

The result was instantaneous. Yunho's entire body gave a deep twitch and he choked on some air mid-snore before waking up, beyond confused when he fuzzily made out his stuffed animal's face, staring back at him.

"Whaa...?" He mumbled, glancing around in disorientation.

A laugh gave him something to focus on and he finally noticed Changmin laying down next to him, propped up by the the elbows. There was a bright smile on his face and his eyes were teasing. Yunho felt his own irritation and confusion leaving him instantly, his focus narrowed immediately on his happy lover.

"Mmm, wha'r you doin'?" he mumbled, reaching his arms toward the ceiling in an extremely satisfying, joint-popping stretch before pulling Changmin roughly to him, delighting in his rare squeals.

"Waking you up. Everyone else is gone, so I thought..."

Yunho smirked. "Good thought."

"Except!" Changmin interjected, making himself comfortable on top of Yunho by spreading his legs over him, "you've been awake for at least half a minute now, and not one kiss. Just some," Changmin waved a hand, "caveman grab. Next thing I know, you'll be grunting and dragging me by the hair."

"Hmm, I think both of those things can be arranged," Yunho responded, grabbing a fistful of Changmin's short hair and pulling him down for a kiss. Changmin kissed back, opening his mouth as soon as he felt Yunho's lips on his. He gently stuck his tongue out, meeting Yunho's halfway and they tangled together for a bit before Yunho lost his patience and sealed his mouth over Changmin's. His lover's wicked chuckle was lost between their mouths' as they continued rubbing their tongues together, Changmin pulling his back and sucking Yunho's in after it.

Yunho moaned and began breathing harshly through his nose, not wanting to break contact. He pushed Changmin over in a burst of strength and rolled with him, crushing the younger boy underneath him. Changmin groaned loudly and broke off the kiss. He panted heavily and turned his face to the side, allowing Yunho to play with the skin of his neck, much as he had done earlier.

"Ow, Yunho, I think...mmm," he trailed off, gasping loudly when Yunho began to earnestly suck at his skin, right where his neck could be covered by a standard t-shirt.

"Oh shit Yunho, you're going to leave a mark!" Changmin breathed out, barely able to function around the pleasure. His toes curled and he felt his legs spasm unconsciously. He opened them as wide as they could go to better accommodate Yunho and bent them at the knees, his whole body seemingly curling around his boyfriend's in pleasure.

"I want to leave a mark," Yunho said, finally abandoning Changmin's skin with a loud pop. He cupped Changmin's neck and rubbed his thumb over and over the damp spot where a bit of redness was already forming. "I want people to look at you and know you're taken," he whispered in between placing soft kisses everywhere he could reach, all over Changmin's face and ears and hair. "You turning twenty-one is bad for my heart."

Changmin chuckled, indulgently petting Yunho's soft hair. It was downy but still sticking up at the back from his nap. Changmin tried to smooth it down. "Why is it bad for your heart?"

"Because no one looks at you as a kid anymore. We have free reign to do fanservice with you, and all the girl and boy fans out there have the right to drool over you and fantasize..."

"I doubt anyone does that," Changmin said, rolling his eyes. "It's you and the others they fantasize about, not me."

Yunho rolled over to the side, bringing Changmin with him until they were face to face. He propped his head up on one arm and wrapped the other around his boyfriend, his left leg doing the same. "Are you serious? Baby, everyone fantasizes about you, you're gorgeous."

Changmin blushed. "I don't know. I'm not outgoing like you guys, and...well anyway, it doesn't matter. I honestly don't mind!" He grinned mischievously, rolled on top again, and melted all over Yunho, his entire body going slack as he allowed the other man to hold him up while he kissed him senseless. Yunho easily supported the extra weight and returned the kisses with enthusiasm, though he filed the conversation as one he would bring up again later. It bothered him that after all this time, Changmin still had some deep-seated insecurities that no one could soothe or comfort. Then again, a selfish part of him whispered, as long as he remains oblivious to how much people are attracted to him, the less I have to worry.

Changmin kept his mouth slack but closed, feeling unaccountably lazy as he returned the numerous little kisses Yunho pressed to his lips. He breathed deeply through his nose when Yunho poked out his tongue and traced along the outline of Changmin's lips; his mouth opened to suck on that tongue when it completed its circuit.

"You're such a good kisser," he mumbled, his lips fighting to get the words out around Yunho's, which refused to stop no matter what.

"So are you," Yunho mumbled back. "Your lips are big and plump, they're...they're awesome."

Changmin pulled his head back and laughed silently, rolling onto his back and curling his arms around his stomach. Yunho pouted and sat up on his knees, arms crossed over his chest, and waited for Changmin to notice his lower lip sticking out. When he didn't Yunho playfully punched him on his shaking shoulder.

"Come on, it's not that funny! Your lips ARE awesome, when they're not being sassy."

Changmin, who was just calming down, stared incredulously at Yunho for a moment before bursting out into laughter again. "Oh my god! SASSY!!! HAHAHAHA, you, you actually...who uses that word anymore?" By this point Changmin was almost crying and Yunho grabbed Bambi, who was lying forgotten nearby, and started pounding Changmin anywhere he could reach with the stuffed animal.

"Yah! You have NO respect for your elders at all!"

"I thought you were only two years older than me hyung, not twenty!" Changmin said, finally settling down on his back with only small giggles escaping him every now and again.

Yunho stared at him fondly and kissed him again because he was weak and couldn't help it. "The strangest things make you laugh."

Changmin chuckled again. "Oh, come on hyung! You were trying to be all romantic and totally failed, and then you used a word I haven't heard outside of Jane Austen translations." Yunho blushed and Changmin finally relented, gathering his boyfriend in his arms. "Aww, but you're so funny," Changmin cooed. Yunho just sniffed and continued pouting. "And handsome," a kiss on the cheek; "smart," a kiss on the nose; "manly," Changmin's voice lowered and he trailed a hand down Yunho's arm, leaving goosebumps in his wake.

Yunho shivered as a ball of pleasure exploded in his gut and he rolled onto Changmin, eyes intent. He opened his mouth to say something, thought about it, frowned, then closed his mouth and pulled his shirt off instead before bending down to kiss Changmin. Changmin moved his head to the side and pushed Yunho back up.

"Wait, what were you going to say?" he asked.

"Nothing," Yunho replied, a bemused look on his face. Changmin flicked his right nipple, hard. "Hey! Watch it, I'm not Jaejoong!"

"Hyuuuung, tell me what you were going to say!"

"No, you'll just laugh at me! Now forget about it and take your shirt off."

Changmin glared at him, mouth pursed, before bucking and quickly tucking his shirt into his jeans as far as it would go. He glared pointedly at Yunho.

"You are such a brat!" he yelled, "not to mention this is a total mood-killer."

"Oh is it?" Changmin raised one eyebrow. His eyes trailed down Yunho's body to the bulge still straining against his pants. "Then I'd hate to see you when you're actually aroused. You might want to get that looked at, hyung. It can't be healthy to have a perpetual erection."

Yunho looked like he was caught between the desire to fuck Changmin, smack him, or just suffocate him with a pillow. His eyes bulged out and he childishly grabbed the pillow next to him before growling into it and pretending to choke himself. When he heard Changmin laughing he beamed it at his head.

"FINE!!! 'COME HERE AND LET ME SHOW YOU HOW MUCH OF A MAN I AM!' Okay?? THAT'S what I was going to say! You said I was manly and I had this comeback in my head," he continued ranting, "but I knew the second I said it you would just laugh at me and call me corny and then I'd have to go...lift weights, or something."

Changmin bit his lip to keep the laughter that so desperately wanted to get out inside, knowing that he had teased Yunho enough for now. Despite being self-assured and amazingly good at humoring Changmin, even he had a breaking point. So instead of pointing and laughing, which he DESPERATELY wanted to do, he gathered Yunho in his arms again, rubbing his face again his shoulder and moaning softly.

"Why don't you show me how manly you are then?" He asked, his voice husky and face completely sincere.

"No, you're laughing at me on the inside," Yunho insisted, a little put out by all the jokes when he was genuinely trying to seduce his lover.
Changmin sighed and didn't say anything, just continued stroking Yunho's arms before rolling over so he was on top. Once there, he took off his shirt and unzipped his fly before bending over and leaving a trail of kisses and saliva down Yunho's chest. He paused extra long at the nipple he smacked earlier and sucked and licked at it until he felt a hand in his hair. All was forgiven.

He smiled up at Yunho and gasped when he was once again rolled over, Yunho again on top. They didn't talk as they undressed each other, just kissed and licked, bit gently and explored familiar territory while pulling off pants and socks and underwear. Yunho finished undressing his lover and kissed each newly revealed toe before moving back up long legs and a muscled torso. He kissed Changmin and settled down between his spread legs.

"Do you want to go all the way?"

"Yes!" Changmin moaned, then blushed in embarrassment. Yunho just smiled gently and kissed his cheek before stopping to run his hand through Changmin's hair, over and over.

"I prepared, like, stretched and stuff," Changmin mumbled, growing more mortified by the second, "so we wouldn't waste time."

Yunho groaned and thrust hard against the erection underneath him, unable to fight against the image in his head.

"That's so hot, baby. I wish I could've seen that."

"No!" Changmin gasped, "that's so embarrassing Yunho," he whined.

"Trust me, it's hot. Where did you leave the lube?"

Changmin tried reaching over to the bedside table and knocked over Yunho's alarm clock and what felt like a notebook before finally closing his fingers over a tube. Yunho continued rubbing his dick against his and he felt like he was going insane, small rivulets of pleasure coursing through him, but never enough to help him reach his peak.

"Here." He practically threw the tube at Yunho and spread his legs even further apart, already anticipating the grand finale. Yunho just smiled at him and slowly opened the tube. Changmin knew then he was in trouble.

"Shh, baby," Yunho soothed when Changmin yelled at him to go faster. "You're so young and impatient," Changmin scowled at the slight bit of mocking in his voice, "let your hyung teach you the benefits of waiting." He kissed Changmin quiet and spread more lube over Changmin's hole using two fingers. He continued pressing one fingertip in, then the other, then just rubbing both over and over and over the spasming hole until Changmin literally kicked him in the head.

"I'm ready, I swear to God I'm ready!" he wailed.

Yunho just smiled before pushing his middle finger all the way in, fascinated by watching it disappear into the soft, tight heat of Changmin's body. He closed his eyes to regroup before opening them again and continuing to watch as he pulled his finger out all the way before pushing all the way back in again, not letting Changmin's hole close.

"Oh god, Yunho~" Changmin's arm was across his eyes and he was thrusting into the air, desperate for more friction.

Yunho took pity on him and grabbed his pants off the floor, pulling out his wallet and taking out a condom. He slipped it over his erection before kissing Changmin gently and urging him onto his stomach.

"We haven't done this in a while, this'll be better for you," he whispered in Changmin's ear. When his lover made to get up onto his hands and knees, Yunho pushed him down again, till he was all the way on his stomach, before spreading his legs as far out as possible. He kneaded Changmin's butt cheeks, pushing the delectable flesh together, then up and apart so he could look at his hole as he positioned himself right against it. He let go of one cheek to hold his erection steady, and forced himself to watch as it slowly popped in past Changmin's spinchter. He then let go and pulled Changmin's cheeks apart even wider, feeling the sweat beads popping out spontaneously as his dick disappeared entirely.

Remembering that there was no one else in the house, Yunho let out a long, gasping moan, collapsing on top of Changmin and kissing him everywhere, his neck, his shoulders, and down his spine. Changmin was panting and moving against him as much as he was able, spreading his legs far apart and using his knees to push himself against the bedspread. He was glistening with sweat and Yunho sat up to watch his lover.

"You're so fuckin' gorgeous, Min-ah. I don't even know what to do with myself half the time," Yunho growled, his voice gravely and deep. He grabbed hold of Changmin's shoulders, spread his hands out wide, and rubbed both of them down Changmin's back, smacking his ass hard once he got to the end. Changmin let out a loud gasp and his whole body twitched and spasmed around Yunho's dick. He glared back at his lover.

"I'll tell you what to do, Jung. You'd better start fucking me before I lose my goddamned mind here!"

Yunho closed his eyes and grasped Changmin's hips hard enough to leave red marks. He slowly lay down on top of Changmin again, pushing every inch of their sweaty, heaving bodies together. His hands trailed down Changmin's arms and threaded his fingers through his boyfriend's, which were desperately fisting the sheets. After a quick kiss to Changmin's neck, Yunho started slowly moving, at first thrusting so little that he barely even pulled out of Changmin. He got no complaints, however. The shallow thrusts ensured that Yunho's dick stayed in the vicinity of Changmin's prostate the whole time and he helped by mindlessly rubbing against the bed, pushing his hips back and forcing Yunho in harder. He was panting and moaning and biting the pillow underneath him, feeling his mind seep out of his ear as Yunho grunted and groaned right into it, occasionally kissing him and whispering mindless, filthy things.

A particularly hard thrust sent Changmin moaning and reeling forward, his head accidentally banging on the headboard and his fingers clenching around Yunho to a painful degree. Yunho gasped and sat up, pulling Changmin's lower half up as well until he was resting on his knees and his upper body was supporting most of his weight. Yunho took deep breaths through his teeth, groans escaping his lips without consent and he began banging into Changmin hard and fast, his balls slapping against Changmin's thighs and forcing his lover's flesh to shake and turn red where he gripped him. Changmin moaned and tried reaching for his cock, failing as Yunho didn't let up for a second and sent a stream of constant pleasure through Changmin, who was close to sobbing at this point.

Yunho noticed and wrapped his hand around Changmin's erection, his other hand threading through his lover's hair and thrust even faster, each inward thrust forcing Changmin forward and into his fist. They lost all sense of rhythm and restraint, Yunho mindlessly thrusting in and out, faster and harder, Changmin pushing backward and taking his boyfriend as deep as he would go. A particularly deep thrust caused a spasm to run from the top of Changmin's head to his smallest toe and a chain reaction of pleasure took place as Yunho squeezed Changmin even harder and pulled his orgasm out of him. He screamed with pleasure as he shot all over the bed. Yunho watched with half-lidded eyes and followed soon after, the visual too much coupled with the incredibly wet heat squeezing him over and over. He thrust through his orgasm, his body spasming beyond his control as he let wave after wave of pleasure and heat possess his body.

With one last moan he collapsed onto Changmin's spent and sweaty body, softly stroking the skin of his shoulder and kissing it reverently. "I'm going to pull out," he whispered, and Changmin could only moan in acknowledgment. Yunho slowly pulled out of Changmin, careful not to hurt him further. He threw the used condom out in the trashcan next to the bed and collapsed next to Changmin, pulling the younger man close to him.

"Ugh, I'm too hot to cuddle, Yunho," Changmin whined, still half out of his mind.

Yunho just grunted and pulled Changmin closer, burying his face in his short, yet thick hair and refusing to let go.

Changmin chuckled and settled down, threading his fingers through Yunho's hand.

"Yunho?" Changmin's voice was muffled against Yunho's neck.

"Hmm?"

"I can't close my legs."

Yunho laughed and ran a hand through Changmin's sweaty hair before trailing it down his back, all the way down to one delicious thigh. Sure enough, Yunho could feel changmin's legs spread wide open. He hauled one thigh up so that it rested completely on top of him, halfway forcing Changmin to use him as a mattress, quickly copping a feel before his boyfriend could notice.

"There, isn't that better?"

Changmin made a weird, strangled noise against Yunho's neck.

"Baby, that tickles," Yunho chucked, "what did you say?"

Changmin peeled his face off Yunho and took a huge gulp of air. "I said, now we're going to be stuck together."

Yunho just smiled and closed his eyes.

"I'm serious, there's cum all over here. Shit, the sheets are completely--Yunho! Is this cum in my hair? How the hell did this get here?!"

Yunho pulled Changmin down by his flailing arm as the boy sat up and started pawing through the sheets in disgust.

"Shh, babe, it'll dry soon."

"Yeah, on us." Changmin wrinkled his nose but settled down nonetheless. He huffed once, loudly, into Yunho's ear to make sure the other knew he was displeased before kissing him on the cheek and pushing their bodies together again.

Yunho smiled and squeezed him briefly. "I love you."

"Yeah, okay. I love you too." Changmin mumbled, embarrassed. He peeked at Yunho, who had already gone back to sleep, one last time and allowed his lip to curl up in satisfaction before following his lover's example.

The End!